OTHER SIDE OF ME

She walks with her head held high For she believe her heart is send for mend She smiles with the people around For she is a strong girl people think But when night grows older When she cocoons alone in her room Does she cry for the heaviness inside And  when the dawn breaks again She puts that pretentious face of happiness For she has to be happy for people who cares her But  scar runs down  too deep to heal She dare not to share the dream Those dream which made her happy once She has build a chamber around her And in it she dwells now Her trust over the life is shaken But not her faith over the god Even when her only aim shattered  Her faith was not broken And she is determined not to let it happen She waits for the answer For she knows it will take time But god shall answer her eventually For letting things happen she was not prepared for…

She picked up the book that her friend gave and sat on the window sill with a coffee in one hand. The weather has turned gloomy and that gave her a bit of happiness. She love watching rain falling and as expected it started to drizzle. She tried to read the book but somehow her mind didn’t cooperate. It wandered off like any other day bringing a lot of unanswered question. Taking up the responsibility of the family has always been something she was scared of back in college.  She wanted to be care free, wander off to different places and do stuff that she like. She didn’t want to depend on other nor did she want to settle down like some of her friend did. And it reminded her of the discussion she use to have with her friend back in college. “Life is so mundane; right after college we will be searching for a job for survival, after that we will settle down and then will be getting married. After marriage we will be raising kids and there will be lots of things pressuring us. We...

Some people can really understand us without even communicating. Even if we try to hide the sadness they would somehow make out that something is wrong. Even if we say that everything is all right, they would know that something is not ok.  And when days seems frustrating and sad they would make call when you need them the most as if like they were watching your every move. As if they were standing by our side like an invisible angel. Yet so far they would make us feel like they were there with us. And I am blessed to have someone like you by my side my dearest Big B(Your name in my phone book brother). Without you I know I won’t have the courage to face the world. You are my best friend, a mentor and an inspiration. You stood by my side when I was shinning bright, you stood by my side when I drowned, you didn’t judge me, you accepted me the way I was and you made me realize who I was and what I should do. I guess blood is thicker than water. Thank you brother for everything