Far away home

To the far away home

To the far away home I stare

And I stare with confusion

There are people whom I love

And there are people whom I care

But in the midst of people I love and care

There are people who scare me

Sometime the reminder of that pain

Pricks me and I never want to face it again

Because I know I am too weak to face it again

But I belong to that far away land

The land which has given me so much

The home which has always blessed me

The friendship which has kept me going

I owe them more than words can ever describe

In this unknown land I reside now

I feel neither pain nor the happiness

And I enjoy this feeling of indifference

But I question myself Am I really living?

So I stare again to that far away home both with fear and love